Friday, 8 February 2019

Darling it Hurts

Panorama from our start line. Marions lookout is dead centre of the picture. Cradle Valley.

Cradle Mountain Run 2019

Where do I start with this run? So many stories within stories.
In the mid-2000’s I was running with a club in Launceston. One of the runners, a talented runner, but mid-pack would be descriptive of him (like me) would always regale us with tales of him competing in this thing called ‘The Cradle Mountain Run’.
Me: “So you have a run around Cradle Mountain, from Dove Lake perhaps?”
John: “No, the whole length of the Overland Track”
Me: “You f%$&(*@ what?
Then I’d walk away shaking my head.
At that time, as a 5k to 21k runner (road); that distance, on a trail, was inconceivable. But it must have set my mind wondering. Roll forward a decade and in the midst of an ongoing litany of injuries I heard of another friend running at Cradle, and the seed firmly planted in my head.
Never told anyone at the time, not even my wife (Nicky). I needed to just get through rehab, get running again and see how I was in a years time. After the final injury in late 2016, I quietly decided to target Cradle as my long term goal. A couple of reasons. Having lived in Tassie I had walked sections of the track with Nicky, knew the beauty of the area, the stunning vistas, and probably not realising at the time, the difficulty of the track. Also, having transitioned to trail running in the last 6 years, it seemed to be the perfect event to aim for.

Capped to 60 runners (Parks and Wildlife set the cap), and proudly retaining its status as a run (not a race; no sponsorship, no razzmatazz, no gaudy bling, not even an event t-shirt), this is a much sought after entry. It sells out in around 4 to 5 minutes after entries open, the adrenaline rush of the entry night overshadowing any adrenaline felt on the day! I am reliably informed that I was in the top 10 to enter, a speed never to replicated in any event, ever… It is self-supported, no aid stations, you carry all your food, water (fill up where possible), and mandatory gear in case of an emergency. Cradle is quite possibly the oldest Ultra in Australia, kicking off in 1981 after a couple of local Tasmanian runners decided to find out what it would be like to traverse the Overland Track in one day. 39 events later it holds a special place in many an ultra-runners heart as a wish list item. It is special because of its beauty, the community feel of the event, the friendliness of the runners and vollies, and its remoteness. And it’s hard to get into…

The Lead Up

Training was going well through November and December. As noted previously in Two Bays account, a cold flattened me at New Years. The subsequent recovery, then the vain attempt to finish the race, meant that I had a sudden loss of confidence and a question mark over my fitness and possibly health. 3 weeks between Two Bays and Cradle meant that making up for lost time was out, and ticking over to make sure I was rested was the only option. In the fortnight leading up to the run I was also conscious of the fact that apart from the 28k at Two Bays, my last long run was 100k at Surf Coast in September. Was I going to have enough endurance in the legs come Saturday?

Monday of run week was a public holiday. I took my local running group on the 14k course I’m helping to organise for a local run in Rokeby. It also served as a test with the new vest and full mandatory gear packed to simulate my run. It felt a bit heavy and unwieldy, but only one soft flask bottle in the front meant it wasn’t at it’s heaviest, but it was also a bit unbalanced. I hoped it would feel better on the day.

The start of this week also marked a rise in anxiety about this run. Unusual for me for a trail run. Normally fairly calm and only get the jitters on the morning, probably just wanting to start and get it done. But this was pushing myself out of my comfort zone, running into an area genuinely remote. (Between Pelion Hut and Narcissus there is no other way out except by helicopter). I voiced my fears to a few close friends and Nicky. All assured me I’d be fine. Wish I had their confidence!

The Weekend Commences

Thursday: Fly from Melbourne to Launceston and stay with a friend, Peter Johnson. Flight delays meant I arrived an hour later, justifying my reasons for not flying in on Friday morning. Having lived in Lonnie, I knew the issues that flights had coming in and out of the state. Settled into bed after Peter and I had caught up and discussed the run at length. I had a lot of information swirling around in my head, but thankfully a clear plan. One I intended to stick to, no matter what.

Friday: A bus was organised to take us to Cradle Mountain and our accommodation. Leaving at 12, but mandatory gear check started at 11. I was almost the first one there. #eager Only thing missing was lighter (or matches). Ducked over to Coles and grabbed some bananas, lighter and various other food items for breakfast on Saturday. One by one other runners and run organisers turned up until there was quite a crew on the grass at Brickfields. Meet fellow VUR’s there; Gabor, Kez, Siqi, Kath and Andy. Kath and Andy are long term veterans of this run, combined finishes either 11 or 12 (Andy not too sure on his number of finishes). 12 o’clock we boarded the bus and set off for Cradle, one stop in Sheffield for a leg stretch and grab a bite to eat. I sat by myself and watched the countryside go by, reminiscing about living here 5 years ago. I miss Tassie, but circumstances mean Victoria is our home. And I don’t regret that, having met some wonderful people there. Best of both worlds Possibly…
The start. Boardwalk, which is narrow
and single file only.

Sheffield, and the cafe has no sandwiches left. So pastie and a large coffee it was! Usually a bit more particular with my food before an event, I just wanted calories and heaps of them. I got it, that slightly overfull feeling when back on the bus, on that windy road, all the way to Cradle.
Arrived safely (guts intact…) and we transfer our bags from the large bus to 2 smaller 22-seater buses with trailers that would be our transport within the park here. We were allocated rooms at Waldheim and I was to be sharing with Andy Hewat and another runner Lachlan, whom neither of us had met. The first thing we all do is unpack our bags and start sorting gear out for the run.
Mandatory gear list was the following;
2 thermal tops,
1 thermal long johns,
1 rain jacket,
1 overpants,
1 beanie,
Gloves,
Lighter or matches,
Map of the Overland Track (1:100,000)
Compass with dial size minimum of 40mm,
Emergency bivvy bag, and
Emergency food to 1800 kilo-joules. In my case a 200g block of dark chocolate. Others used 120g of Macadamias.
In addition were food and drink for the run, phone if you wanted to take photos and any other items you deemed ‘necessary’.

All clothes in dry bags, or snap-lock bags to keep them dry. Useless if wet and you are putting them on when you’re cold. Food in bags and stowed in the main pocket, gels in the side pockets, clothes in the bottom pouch, and soft flasks of Vfuel and water in front with phone and bag of food (chopped up Clif Bar). It all looked a bit huge. Andy, Lachlan and I comparing packs, amount of gear, fuelling strategies etc. I reckon for 60 runners, 60 different approaches.

Late afternoon sun on the pandani. Cradle Valley.

At 5 the buses turn up to take us back to the resort at Cradle for run brief and if anyone wants to eat at the bistro. Run brief was informative, but nothing out of the ordinary. It’s all common sense, but nice to have it fresh in our minds. Always part of this run is an address by a PWS ranger about looking after the park, no littering etc. And of course discussion about fires, and snakes. Always snakes, just to put the wind up some people! Around 6:30 we returned to the huts to prepare for a night of interrupted sleep, as is the norm before an event. A few of us strolled down to the start line to survey the boardwalk, Marions (our first and steepest climb) looming out of the late afternoon light. The chat was lighthearted, a bit of banter, we were all probably a bit hyper with excitement.

Saturday: Alarm goes off at 4 after my estimated 4 hours of disturbed sleep. I’d left the phone on charge on the other side of the room, so it was a comical dismount from the bed trying to stay reasonably quiet, whilst banging my knee on the bunk stairs and muttering “fuck” under my breath. Eventually turned off the alarm, fired up the head torch and set about getting breakfast. Pitch black outside, and cool. Thermal on at the start seemed to be my thinking. Lachlan got up at 4:30, Andy at 5. By then there is also a bit of movement from the other huts. Doors banging, last-minute trips to the toilet etc.

As with Two Bays, the queues were for the male toilets, being only a handful of women in the run.
After breakfast I climbed back into bed for 20 minutes, trying to calm down an already pumping HR. Anxiety, nothing else. Pack the bags then struggle with both of them down to put them on the bus, hoping that we will both be reunited (bags and me) at Lake St. Clair. I walk back to the start line, trying to recognise faces in the dull light. I’m aware of the feel of the pack on my shoulders and back. It is not overly heavy, water has helped it balance better than last Monday's trial. But there were a few lumps and bumps. Take it off, stuff hand in and move things around a bit, and that did the trick.
VUR at the start. L to R: Gabor, Kez, myself, Andy, Kath, Siqi and Sophie.
5:50am, 10 minutes to go, roll call and run brief. Runners are called out and ticked off. All 60 are present and ready to go, a cheer goes up. I grab my fellow VUR’s and we get a group photo, light still dark enough that we needed to use the flash. A minute is announced as we all start to line up in single file to hit the boardwalk at the start. Self-seeding here, in other words, if you’re slow, don’t go to the front. The start is on a narrow boardwalk, no passing until we get well on our way to Crater Lake. My plan for today was to start very conservatively. I needed to get into Pelion (33k) feeling like I had plenty left in the tank. If that meant being at the back for a fair portion of the start, so be it. Not looking back, I thought I was in about 50th place, Gabor standing right in front, giving a few words of encouragement/pep talk as the last 10 seconds were counted down.

Video of the start (Too big to embed in the blog).

Cradle to Windermere Hut.

We are off. First section downhill, trotting at the start and trying to ease into a pace. A volunteer is counting each runner to make sure all 60 start. Not sure he counted me as 54 or 55. But I thought, “Shit, if I don’t haul arse I’ll be chatting with the sweepers!” drop down, cross Ronney Creek and head further up the boardwalk towards Crater Lake. Lots of chat, the pace is slow because it is still very low light and none of us wants to go arse up this early. Plenty of time for stacks when we are fatigued to buggery. A wombat, startled by the thundering of shoes on the boardwalk scurries under it, back to safety. They can move quickly when they want to. Boardwalk ends, trail starts and the first section of rocks is encountered. It would get much worse later on. But there were some of us that thought this was easy, this wasn’t going to be as hard as we imagined. Some of us would learn that lesson the hard way in about 6 hours time…
On the way up to Marions Lookout. Stones on the ground pretty much the trail all the way up here.
Light is just getting a bit brighter when we enter the first section of the forest. Immediately dark as, again. Eyes adjust slowly, the pace slows a bit. Crater Falls is trickling with not much flow, then we climb s few steps exit the forest into button grass and the light is far brighter. A quick look towards the ridge we will run on in about 30 minutes reveals low cloud moving quickly, suggesting a bit of wind at our backs. Running in groups here, about 6 or 7 of us walk/run up to the turnoff to Marions. Phil Beeston is with us, I’ve known Phil on Instagram for a few years, but this weekend is the first time we’ve met. We are all chatting away before we hit the steep climb up Marions. For those who’ve never climbed up Marions, it has chains to hold onto. It’s a heart starter and a half. Top out and then a bit more climbing before we hit the section towards Kitchen Hut.
If anybody wants to know why sections of the track weren't exactly easy to run, Exhibit A.
Video credit: Phill Beeston.
This trail undulates gently and gives us our first bit of constant running. I’m at the head of a group of runners and slowly drift away from them. Partly because they were setting their pace, partly because I was in a bit of a hurry to get to the hut. Toilet there, and for some reason, despite going at 5:00 am, I now needed to go fairly urgently. And I mean urgently. Shit. Figuratively, shit… Turned towards Kitchen Hut and only needed to run about 300 metres before I saw the hut and the toilet just beyond it. There were campers there (not supposed to be), and sure enough, there was someone already in the toilet. Dance up and down like someone attempting Riverdance and watch a stream of runners go past. As is run etiquette, if you ever leave the trail, for whatever distance, you drop your pack beside it. That way the sweepers know to stop and wait (they must always be behind the last runner). Finally, the camper exits and says “good on ya mate” (presumably because I’m running in the event, not because I’m about to dump. But really, I don’t know…) I’m in and out in record time. 2 runners are standing at my pack, waving me on before them. The sweeps. Bugger, I’m dead last.

As we climb, we enter the low cloud sweeping across the valley.
No panic, we are only 5k in, still another 75k to rectify things. Although my brain at the time tried not to process it exactly like that. One of the sweeps had a familiar face. I’d seen him on the bus the day before and couldn’t put a name or context to the face. But out here, with the bulk of Cradle Mountain on our left, hidden behind a uniform grey cloud, I suddenly worked it out. Vaughan was a friend of a friend who we went whitewater paddling with 18 odd years ago when Nicky and I first moved to Tasmania. Small world, 2 degrees of separation etc.

Moving along this section towards Waterfall Valley Hut the path was a bit rocky, occasional root and overgrown so you had to be careful of footing. The wind is howling in places. It’s not cold when you’re running. But stop for a few minutes and the chill would go right through you. The reason we carry so much mandatory gear was very evident along here.

Following a few slower runners, Vaughan and Brad (the other sweep) still behind me I was content to bide my time. The occasional glance at the watch to check HR revealed still in the high 130’s, low 140’s. Perfect. It needs to stay this way until at least the 45k mark. If not a bit longer. Eventually, we start descending towards the hut at the waterfall and I feel I need to move past some runners. I’ve been nipping at the heels of one poor runner for about 15 minutes and am aware that it can cause pressure to build up and make them rush, resulting in an accident. Running around Cradle Cirque the wind was really gusting. Boardwalk is old and is 2 parallel planks of wood with a 30mm+ gap in between. Running is a bit awkward with the feet splayed out slightly, and balance is not quite right. A gust of wind nearly blows me off the boards onto the vegetation. I only just stay in control. Temperature is plummeting along here and I’m glad I still have the thermal on.

Coming in towards Waterfall Valley Hut are a number of steps going down, twisting and turning left and right. Another runner comes up behind me, calls herself through and we both end up running past the path entrance to the hut. 2 girls are there, clapping and giving us encouragement as we pass. They will be the first of many walkers we encounter, all courteous, all getting off the path to let us through and give us good wishes as we go past. In return, I always thanked each and everyone, no matter how I was feeling. We are all comrades on a journey, some slower and carrying heavier packs, some faster and carrying the bare minimum.

Away from Waterfall Valley Hut and the path climbs again. More boardwalk and I must say I was pleasantly surprised at this. Expecting far more sections of rough trail along here. I look back and see the campsite at Waterfall, probably 8 tents pitched there that I could see. By now the clouds are breaking up and the odd patch of blue can be seen. The temperature is still cool, but I’m just nice with the thermal on. Somewhere between Waterfall and Windermere, I stop to take off the gloves and stash them in the back pouch of the vest. I notice I haven’t drunk much water, and have only had 2 small pieces of Clif Bar. Now about 13k in and 2 hours, I decide I need to force a bit more food down. Hit a big debt in the next 2 hours and the last 30k will be horrendous.

A few of us have regrouped along here. It undulates, only the occasional steepish (relative to the rest, mind you) climb, but we are all hiking the climbs, running the downs and the flats. All is going well until a girl at the head of our group trips up on a rock and crashes to the ground. She is fine, shaken and probably more embarrassed than anything. She tells us to go on, so then there are 3 of us. The other 2 obviously know each other and are chatting away. I’m content to listen in and then throw my two bobs worth in at irregular intervals. Into another patch of forest, short and sweet, then exit onto more boardwalk and button grass plains. The first of a bunch of tarns is on our left, and before we know it we are descending towards Lake Windermere. It is a gentle descent, but we manage to trip and stumble a few times. Remind ourselves to pay more attention…

Windermere To Pelion Hut

Windemere Hut is the first one that, if not actually on the trail, is close enough to duck in quickly to grab water from the tanks. This was going to be an issue throughout the day, knowing when to stop and grab water, when to push on and hope there was reliable water further ahead. I was fine, so kept going. Noticed a pack on the sign to the toilets and thought to myself, “Sweeps will get you!”. Cloud now really starting to break up and the sun was poking through. The temperature rising and I’m still in my thermal. I stop to grab a gel from zip pocket on the left. Mini-disaster, zip breaks as I zip it back up. Shit, not what I need. I’m standing there with 3 gels in my hand as friend Lance rocks up behind me (his pack at Windermere). He stashes them for me in the pouch on my left and thankfully I was able to grab them throughout the day.

Hit the first really rocky section of track at about the 22k mark. Normally these either;
a. Shit me to tears,
b. Freak the living daylights out of me, or
c. All of the above.
But today I fell light-footed, confident and dance down as if I’m playing an extended game of hopscotch. Pass a runner who gleefully steps back telling me he is feeling like option b! I am feeling good, and the closer I get to Pelion Hut, the more I bury the doubts I had after Two Bays. This section continues a gradual descent towards the Forth River. It is really nothing more than a creek here, at its headwaters. But it is still flowing enough that I decided to stop and grab some water. By now I’m drinking a bit more and have emptied my single water flask at the 25k mark. In hindsight, I should have peeled my thermal off and stowed it away. I was warm and knew I had a bit of a climb out before we ran towards Pelion Hut, but thought I would stop properly and do it at the checkpoint there. Through here the occasional smell of Sarsparilla, the scent coming from groves of Sassafras trees. It's a most unusal smell to suddenly bi hit with in the Australian bush.

Panorama of Pelion Plains. On the left, Mount Oakleigh. Under cloud on the right, Mount Pelion West, and in the middle background is Mt Ossa.
The runner I passed on the rocky downhill runs over the bridge as I’m upstream collecting water. After I sort myself out and continue on it takes me a while before I glimpse him again through the trees. Away to my left is the bulk of Mount Oakleigh, and I know that Pelion is close, don’t need the distance on my watch to tell me. The final 2 k’s into Pelion roll along next to grassy plains and just before we got there I came right up behind the runner (who I now know was called Weston, we would cross paths several times today.) Hit the checkpoint, 33k in 4:58. probably my slowest ever time over that distance, but not because of lack of effort. I wasn’t a bit fatigued, but I knew I’d been working reasonably hard. Finally, stop and have my timing chip scanned and I stop to get the thermal off. By now it is really warming me up and is absolutely rank. The ranger is there chatting with the vollies, looks at my legs and goes, “Geez, you’ve got some pins!”. My first thought, “You’ve been stationed here a bit too long, sunshine!”. Unfortunately saying the word “legs” suddenly throws ZZ Tops - ‘She's Got Legs’ into the turntable of my mind. Oh great. I’d already seen off Billy Joels - ‘It’s Still Rock and Roll To Me’ and The Meanies - ‘10% Weird’ in the lead up to here, now as I climb towards Pelion Gap ‘She Got Legs’ swirls round and round and round my head…. But, not before I’d run 50 metres up the path and realised I’d left my sunnies on the camping platform. Run back, grab them then head up towards the gap.

Pelion to Windy Ridge Hut

I was back on familiar territory here having camped at Pelion and walked up Ossa with Nicky and Jordan the year before we moved to Victoria. But in my mind it was a short couple of k’s, then the steep climb, then the gap. What my mind refused to accept was that it went on for a lot longer than that. A long slow grinding climb that for the first time today did my head in. Crossed Pelion Creek, another runner grabbing water (you could from the Hut at Pelion, but it was a bit out of the way, many of us electing to push on to the creek.) I kept going, then finally hit the steep section. I was hiking up here, purposely I thought, chatting to a group of walkers, and noticed they were keeping pace with me. They were carrying packs, 15 to 20 kilos. That was not a good sign. When I hit the gap I stopped, took a few photos, grabbed another gel and then composed myself for the next section. Whatever I did it worked, the descent towards Kia Ora and onwards to Du Cane Hut was the best section for me for the whole day.
Du Cane Range as seen from the trail at 37k mark.
It was boardwalk and well-formed trail for good sections along here and I made good time, but better still felt really good. Stopped at a creek a few k’s after the gap as the water looked cool and inviting. Sun was well out now and warm when we were in the open. And here was where troubles later on, would start. Filled up my flask and then only a km later realised I was soaking wet down that side of the body. The nipple was leaking and I couldn’t work out how to stop it. Knowing that water was a premium along this section, I didn’t want to empty it, so I put up with it. Stopped again before Kia Ora to take a photo and realised the phone was a bit wet. Shit. Cleaned out the bag it was in, resealed the bag and continued on. The flask kept leaking. Normally I’d worry about chaffing, but now I was worried about the phone.

Stopped in at Kia Ora to refill a bottle and put more Vfuel in it. 2nd packet today, I had one left. A runner there I’d passed before here, and he was struggling a bit, but still pushing on. Later on, I’d find out he was a friend of a friend, Tassie again…. Pushing on after stopping here I was noticing the temperature was warming up, not hot, nowhere near it, but enough to let me know that water was going to be needed. Running was generally good along this section to Du Cane. A mixture of boardwalk and formed track, it felt either flat or slightly downhill. In and out of short forest sections, the occasional rustle in the bushes beside the track being either marsupial (not likely), bird (only possibly), or snake (most definitely). I got somewhat in the zone though, not really taking in the surroundings as much as concentrating on running to effort. Still keeping the HR in a respectable zone. Passed another runner casually squatting on a log on the side of the track, having a bite to eat as if it was picnic time. Enquired to his health and such, he was just fine. Needed to stop and eat.

Du Cane Hut. Just past the halfway point, and the warmest part
of the day.
At 6 hours 34 minutes and 41 kms in I hit Du Cane Hut. I must have still been in the zone as I sailed straight past the sign pointing to Windy Ridge (in my wafer-thin defence it didn’t say Overland Track, nor was it in good condition having been bleached in the sun for many a year) and continued on straight. Only about 50 odd metres down the track and it petered out. Turned around and met my picnicking friend standing at the sign asking which way. “Can you read the sign”, I ask.  “Yep, To Windy Ridge”, he says. A wry smile on my face I head down the correct track and hit the most beautiful forest. Tolkenesque was my best description. An abundance of moss on trees, dappled light struggling through the canopy, and the gnarliest tree roots covering the forest floor, and ultimately, the trail… It was tough going. The momentum gained from Kia Ora to Du Cane evaporated in a flash. I’d been guilty of looking at the watch thinking if I hit a few time marks I’d be in with a shot of a sub 13 time. Stop thinking crap was now my thoughts.

After about 10 minutes I spied another runner ahead through the forest. Running much like me; hit a good section and shuffle along, then walk the worst bits (a little too steep up or just too many ankle tripping tree roots). It took me about 1 and a half k’s to catch up with her. But as I caught her I decided not to overtake. Mainly to slow myself back a little bit (was getting a little out of control on this section chasing mythical split times), and partially as I thought the company would be good. I’d been running on my own practically since the 22k mark (now around 45k mark), and whilst I am content with my own company (Christ knows I need to be!) I felt like a friendly physical presence would be fine for a while. Her name was Carolyn and she was a runner from Launceston. I’d never met her, but the name was familiar from a few running forums I’m linked to. We chatted a little bit as we started the long slow gradual climb towards Windy Ridge (our last true climb for the day). But then run and walk for a distance before striking up a conversation again. In some way, it helped take the mind away from the task ahead, and made the time go quicker (just not our pace, unfortunately). More rough trail, although getting better the longer we ran on, and then a bunch of bushwalkers eating what we supposed was lunch off the side of a track to Hartnett Falls. They didn't even appear to register that we ran right past them.

Some old signs still exist on the track.
We knew the climb to Windy Ridge was on when the ascent suddenly increased and then the occasional section of boardwalk appeared. The forest opened out, drier more Eucalyptus than Fagus or Myrtle and the temp was now at it’s warmest of the day. As we climbed, a creek trickled tantalisingly close but camouflaged behind the dense undergrowth. I hoped we’d cross it soon, needed to refill the bottles and to wet my THIR around my neck to cool off. Turned a corner to see a runner walking, very slowly. In fact, he looked pretty crook. Stopped to talk to him, ask him how he was. Cooked, was the short reply. His name was Dan and he seemed determined to finish. “Get to Narcissus” was my advice, then he could decide what next. There was nowhere along here to get out, the only way is forward.

Carolyn and I continued on. I was behind her, but a few times she asked if I wanted to get past and run on. No, I was content to stay here and have the company. Very soon we had finished the climb and started the short descent to Windy Ridge. Nice to be going downhill, and on a gentle slope. But it is very rocky. The delicate ‘dancing down’ of about 25k ago long since lost with the growing fatigue in the legs. Still moving down at a steady pace, but slowing up rather than coming a cropper on the rocks. All was going well until we hit a section of track that suddenly turned hard right, went down steeply and turned hard left again. Carolyn was momentarily confused, the track appeared to go straight ahead. She stopped, then turned right, only to trip on a rock. It was one of those moments you play over and over in your head, could I have moved quicker to grab her? It was slow motion, it was over in the blink of an eye. Pitching forward on the steepest section she crashed down right on top of the rocks, right cheek taking the bulk of the impact. It was heart in the mouth stuff. She lay still for a second, a very long second I might add. Then moved to sit back up again. Thankfully not knocked out, but there was still the possibility of a concussion.  I immediately raced down beside her to check her out. It clearly had shaken her, tears were nearly close, but within a minute or 2 she’d composed herself and was ready to run on. I lead this time, and without further incident, we made it to Windy Ridge in 8 hours 24 (51k's).

Windy Ridge to Narcissus Hut

Timing chip checked again, we fill water bottles at the tank, and head off towards Narcissus. Trail more open, still rough in places, rocks, tree roots etc. Several snakes scatter quickly out of our way, we slow down to give them room to move, and our HR time to recover! We run another couple of k’s along here, the Traveller Range high on our left, The Acropolis and The Parthenon away to our right. This results in a very hot valley to run through. Not a hot day, considering recent weather, but it is still warm enough we are aware of our need to keep the water up. Carolyn stops at a creek to get more water, and I stand for a minute, then keep on running. And this will bug me for a long time to come, but I never told her I was going to do that. Just head off. There was no agreement to keep together, no understanding that we were looking out for each other, but I should have said something, anything. And probably karma, but 2 k down the road I stack, very heavily. Right foot trips on a rock as it trails through and I don’t get the left foot down quickly enough. As with Carolyn, slow motion and lightning quick at the same time. One second I’m upright, next I’m horizontal staring at the dirt and grimacing at the pain in my ribs and knees. Elbows took a lot of the impact, saving the rib from a tree root, but the risk of popping a shoulder is off the charts.

The picturesque run into Narcissus with Mt Olympus as a backdrop. The runner is VUR, Kex McT
Video credit: Phil Beeston.

The suspension bridge at Narcissus River. Get here and you know
the checkpoint is a few k's away
And definitely my own fault. I’d started doing mental calculations re getting into Narcissus (pretty much guaranteed to be completely wrong, mid-ultra) under 10 hours and that would give me a shout of sub 13. As I picked myself up, I uttered a few chosen oaths to the surrounding countryside, then told myself to calm the fuck down, just get into the next checkpoint in one piece.  Ran on again, keeping a keen eye on any tripping hazards as the path flattened out and then the boardwalk started, a sure sign I was getting close to Narcissus. The last km before the suspension bridge over Narcissus River is flat and winds through button grass and sedge. It is warm, but the sun is now passed the highest point in the sky. Hit the bridge, stop for the obligatory bridge shot, and a selfie and then run in the last k to the checkpoint. (Not before seeing a woman step out around a corner and grab a few photos as I ran past. And I was running here, thankfully). And then, almost out of nowhere, Narcissus Hut appears and the 62k checkpoint.

Narcissus to Cynthia Bay, and the finish.

It was Marsh fly heaven (or nightmare). Buggers were swarming (like flies?), and getting into the food and under the skin of the vollies. Served with coke and watermelon, never having tasted soooo good. Refilled my water bottles, ate more watermelon and drank more coke, then headed out to complete the last 18k. I was an hour inside cutoff, plenty of time to finish, but in the grey area of whether sub 13 was achievable. At this point, stepping away from the checkpoint, I felt confident I could do it. Later on, I would understand why 3 hours for 18k along here is quite good going. A small section of boardwalk before the path turns south to head down the western side of Lake St. Clair, then back into the dark and cooler forest. And though this track (and all of the Overland Track for that matter) was very dry this year, this section of trail was going to be difficult. There is a reason most walkers just catch the ferry from Narcissus rather than walk the final 18k!

Only a few minutes into the forest and I spy a couple of runners ahead. Andy Hewat, my roommate at Waldheim, and another runner Paul from Sydney. Andy waved me passed as soon as I caught him, he’d decided he’d raced enough and was saving his legs for a race in WA in a few weeks time. A lazy 360k run on the Bibblimum Track in the south-west! Ran with Paul for a while, chatting about our respective race day experiences so far, chatting about the pros and cons of living and working where we did etc. Was nice to while away the time in this twisting and turning sod of a path. Then Paul suddenly stopped and pointed to track left, a snake. A rather large jet black one! No stripes, so the assumption was a copperhead. But never seen any that big in Tassie. Immediately after that, we both blundered off course. Trail in the gloam was indistinct and we had mistaken a bunch of tree roots in one direction as the ‘official’ bunch of tree roots that was the trail. Started to backtrack only to bump into Andy who spotted a trail marker and off we went again.

As hard and crappy as this section can be, it had some lovely paths
and forest. Lake St. Clair, 68k mark.
At the 66k mark, a sparrows fart under 11 hours, my watch beeped for low battery. I knew this was going to happen, so had packed a power pack to recharge it. I stopped, Paul telling me to catch up with him, and off he went. I didn’t take too long to get the charger out, connect it and start moving again. But in the interim, Andy passed me, and another runner, Weston, who’d I’d first encountered at Pelion. Not having anyone to run with, and lacking any energy to ‘run hard for a short bit’, I lost the mental battle to push hard, and found myself walking a lot more than I should have. But, quite frankly, I was completely stuffed. I was also wondering where the hell Echo Point was. In my vague and failing memory, I thought it was about 3k from Narcissus. Wrong. Later on worked out it is about 5k. And still, this trail continued to give and give. Give me the shits, give me hell, give me the feeling I was going to be out in the dark. I really got into a bit of a hole along here.

Passed Andy again. He had his poles out and was walking along, then using the poles to massage his quads. Nobody, I repeat nobody was going anywhere near my quads, or hammies, or anything from the waist down. It all hurt. Was hoping it would just go numb and be done with it. Got to Echo Point, stood dumbfounded at a sign that just said ‘Toilet’ until a girl in a tent said, “Yep, that’s the way. And good luck, you’re looking good!”. Nice sentiment, but she could lie for Australia. Just past Echo Point was a creek. I stopped to refill my bottle and drape the THIR in the water again. Glad I did, there was no more water to be found until a few k’s out from the finish. Along here I started to do some mental calculations again; based on current distance and overall time, current pace, trail condition, something about the angle of the sun, something else about the hypotenuse of a triangle, more shit about the probability of teenagers doing Morris Dancing… Yeah, my brain was about 30 seconds to 2 years behind reality and I was struggling to work out basic math. Somehow, from the dark vortex of my brain, I reckoned I was good for 13:30. Fuck it, I thought, just keep moving.

Kez and I at the finish, proudly sporting our VUR shirts.
Photo credit: Kez McT
And move I did. It was essentially run anything that I was able to. Downhill was 50/50, depending on rocks and tree roots. Flat the same. Uphill was only achievable if I’d been running downhill and momentum took me part way back up (and zero rocks and tree roots!). Sections of forest were quite dark, no doubt the shadow of surrounding hills playing a part, but my mind would think it was actually getting late. Then I’d see the lake and know there was still plenty of daylight. Tripped a few times along here but managed to stay upright and not spasm the hammy into a massive cramp. Another look at the watch, another fruitless mid-ultra calculation. Give up son, just move forward.

Then I noticed the track surface was better, more light through the trees and changing flora. Turn off to Playtipus Bay appears, and I know I’m around 4 odd k to the finish. The track flattens out, but I’m really only good for about 100 metres of running, then a walk break, then another 100 metres of running. The first signs to Watersmeet appear and I pick up my pace, somewhat. Hit Watersmeet and know it’s only 1.5k to the finish. But the trail just seemed to go on and on and on. Every corner a bit hopeful of a glimpse of the finish line, each corner just showing my trail. A bit of a hill, a cleared area, another corner, another brief flash of disappointment. And then sweet relief, veering left I spied a green hut, interpretation signs, a line of witches hats and then the 2 finish flags. About 2 dozen people, runners, vollies, friends of both are there as I run the final 50 metres to cross the line. My timing chip is scanned. It’s over. I feel the usual mixture of emotions; relief, happiness, and a sense of achievement. Friend Kez is there having finished about 40 minutes before me. Great to see her, she grabs me a can of Solo from the esky, and I smash it down, doing justice to an advert from my youth. And I am utterly spent.
And... finished. With that look that conveys a thousand emotions, most of them thank F...
Video credit: Phil Beeston.

Aftermath

Went in with a slight tear in the upper
fabric. End result: The Last Race...
It didn’t take me long after the run the realise what I had done was of so much significance to me as a runner. I entered knowing it was going to push me out of my comfort zone, and it did. But I survived, I had fun for the most part, but more than that I proved that I could set my mind to a task and get it done.

Already talking about going back. Not sure I ever said this was a one and only, or it would be an ongoing event for years to come. But not just the race, but the entire weekend captivated me. And the plan is to go back, this time armed with the knowledge of how I need to train, and what I need to train on trail wise to better this result.

Postscript: Met Carolyn back at Derwent Bridge Hotel after she'd finished. She gave me a big hug as I tried to explain that I should have told her that I was continuing on. She immediately told me it was okay. And I'm glad that she felt that way. But still it bugs me, I'm not like that.

Next race, Duncans Run. 100k with 4000m of vertical elevation. 7 weeks after Cradle. Just enough time to recover, briefly train then taper again.

Until next time...

Tuesday, 22 January 2019

Sick Times

You win some, you lose some. And it's easy for me to think that a DNF on Sunday was a loss. But with another ultra 3 weeks after, bailing now and cutting those losses will hopefully result in a win. That was the thinking, anyway.

Background

Two Bays was my first trail race, the one that hooked me. Although I have a somewhat chequered history with the race. 28k in 2014, injured and DNS for years 2015 to 2017 inclusive, then 56k in 2018. Still, undaunted by that pedigree, I love the build-up, the training, following everyone else's trials and tribulations as they try to get through Christmas and New year to the start line.
I had come off the back of a stellar 2018, 6 ultras, all races a success, and then a bit of downtime before training recommenced. November saw the build-up, December was the big month. 300k (my first ever 300k month), including training right through Christmas and New Year. Then it all went pear-shaped. Picked up a cold somewhere on holidays, or travelling back. A run in the Dandenongs on New Years Day was a disaster. I was so far off the pace, not realising I had a cold. The following 2 weeks a race against time to rid me of the cold, and get ready for race day.
Curl and I all smiles before the start.
Photo credit: Carloyn Gilchrist
Travelling down the day before with friend Carolyn, it will be her first Two Bays, 56k and longest run to date. I'm more excited for her than myself.

Race Day: Anatomy of an Unfolding Failed Race

The alarm goes off at 5:00 am. An atypical sleep of the pre-race, wake at regular intervals as the brain attempts to not miss the alarm. Breakfast with Carolyn, she is anxious and fussing around. I'm fairly calm, having completed a number of these events. I tend to take the view that once on the start line, it's up to fate what happens on the day. If you are well prepared, the less that can go wrong.
Drive to Dromana to pick up Mak and Carl, then the 4 of us head to Cape Schanck. The weather is mild, a bit windy when we get there, with the promise of warmer weather later in the day.
Start line is the usual mix of social gathering, long lines to the toilets (the mens for once!) and a few pre-race jitters. Photos, selfies, a few hugs for close friends, then Kate Ablett counted us down to the start.
Victorian Ultra Runners (VUR) group photo. For laughs, pay close attention to photo right
Photo credit ?
The first few k's I concentrate on setting an easy pace. Easier said than done as everyone seems to go out way too fast for an ultra. Chatting with a few other runners, some I'm meeting for the first time having been social media acquaintances previously. About 3k in, my shoelace came undone. I should say rookie error, but I know by now to double knot them. It only takes one section of undergrowth, one step on an errant lace and the potential for tripping increases. A few of the climbs towards Boneo Road aid station, and I'm already walking. I tell myself it's to conserve energy early, and that everyone else is going too fast. Secretly I know energy levels are down, and I'm not looking good. But the beauty of an ultra is that no matter how shit you are currently feeling, you probably still have 40+ k's to work through it.

Was playing tag along here with Carolyn (aka Curl). She had started well and looked comfortable. We acknowledged each other as we passed, but little chat. It was business, getting this race done. Crossed Boneo Road. I stopped, the first piece of food for the day (a few pieces of Clif Bar). It didn't sit well for a few minutes, but after running another k and realising how much I was already sweating, that feeling seemed to be forgotten. Wind our way along the creek before a short climb to the turnoff to Long Pt Circuit, and the start of the diversion for the 56k runners. I love this first section. Single trail, beautiful lush green undergrowth and those sumptuous smells of the early morning. But today, I felt wretched. Really, even here. 8, nearly 9k in. But I still refused to believe here that the day was gone. Just keep moving and see what happens.
Dandenongs Trail Runners group photo for the 56 before the start.
We turn off the track and turn onto a trail that is more road. Open to the elements (the sun is starting to climb high and get warm) and sandy underfoot (cue Margaret River Ultra flashbacks), I was caught up by Chris and Matthew and we chatted for a bit as we ran. No doubt the chat helped me take my mind of my difficulties, and the flatter terrain meant I could find a good pace. Coupled with the fact that by now we have thinned out and are running alongside runners of similar abilities and pace. I won't say it became easy, but the first time today I thought that maybe things were looking up.
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Around the 12 or 13k mark, I was joined by Dave and Charis, running together for her first 56. It was along here, sharing the trail with a number of friends that I felt the best. It still wasn't easy, but the pace was fine, and it seemed like I could do this for a lot longer. Sections of the track are very sandy. The recent dry conditions have made the sand loose. It becomes a battle to find a firm track to run on. At about 16k mark we hit the aid station at the top of Hyslops. My friend Caz is there, taking photos and cheering us all on. It didn't need to stop here, plenty of food still in the pack, and enough fluids to get me to the next stop.

When Thoughts Turned to the Alternative

Going down Hyslops should have been easy after the track. But I made it look deceptively difficult. I was labouring, and I knew it. Stopped halfway down to eat some food, but it didn't sit well in the stomach. I felt ill and was now worrying about keeping food down. Just as we crossed Browns Road and headed back into the bush trail, a tap on the shoulder and VUR supremo Jon Lim (aka, the bearded Asian) was there. We had a brief chat, both of us struggling but intent on getting into Dromana under cutoff so that we could have the luxury of a bit of time to do the return. At that point, 18k, that sounded just fine.
Crossing Browns Road with Jon Lim on my right shoulder. Can't really see here, but apparently, my face was a shade
of grey. Despi is photo right. Photo credit: Renee Duyvesten
The bush track is called Stefanie Rennick Walk; a short but beautiful section of trail that has a few steep climbs at either end. running down here, friend Despi asks me how I'm going. I conceal a lot, "okay, but not great". Later she confessed that she thought I looked terrible but didn't want to tell me that, in case it had a negative effect on me. Glad she did, I was feeling crap, but still determined at that point. Along here I caught up with Curl. Couldn't recall when she'd passed me, but was good to share some time with her as we climbed back out onto Duells Road. Gravel road, out in the open, but at least in this direction, downhill. It was here that cramps started to really get to her. She stopped a few times, stretch them out and continue on. I stayed with her. Twofold reasons, concern for her, and realisation that my race was shot, so I could at least help her. On Duells and after we turned onto Yambie Avenue, twice we had to stop and I massaged her calves. There were huge knots in them.

Eventually, she stopped again and urged me to keep going. I'd given her a salt chew to see if that helped, and continued on to the aid station at Avalon Avenue. Friend Zoe was volunteering here. So great to see her, I could have stayed hugging her for another hour. I really did feel crap here. No energy, no drive, and no mental strength left to draw on. Run walk up Coolgowie Street, just as the front runner in the 56 returns in the opposite direction. Shit that's fast, I thought. Then I thought that maybe I was was just going slower than I'd thought. Later I realised it was both... Friend Mark at the gate that joins the Two Bays trail again, and the ascent after McClarens Dam. Mark gives me a cheer and a bit of a rev. Needed it, but within 2 minutes I'm walking again. Last year the 2 of us had climbed this section, probably a good 20 minutes earlier than I was now.

The Mind is Made Up

Friends Jaye and Michelle are marshals at the bottom of the steep climb. I wave gamely at them then head up. My legs are gone. I know it. And it is up here I decide to just get to Dromana and call it quits. No gains left for today, nothing else but destroying myself further and prompting a long recovery, and the chance I won't be good for next race. That race being 2 weeks and 6 days after this!

Many runners starting to pass me coming back from Dromana. First the front-runners, then the main pack. It is in the main pack, and seeing a lot of friends (who ask me how I'm going), that I start to actually tell anyone I'm done in and pulling out at halfway. Disappointed as that decision was, I was comfortable with it (and 9 days later, I'm more than comfortable with it as I'm already running and feeling good). I'd like to say the descent to Dromana was uneventful. It was until I went to hi 5 Trish Yates and ended up sitting on my arse. It was funny, mainly because no-one got hurt, and it probably looked funny.

By now, the numbers of runners returning in the opposite direction is at it's most numerous. I finally exit the park and hit the top of Latrobe Parade. Last year this bitumen downhill section did my head in. At this point, I was really not looking forward to it at all. Stopped to chat with a few friends. Their enquiries being replied with my decision.

26k in, another 2k to go to Dromana. It took an eternity. It was hot, but that wasn't the source of my discomfort. My stomach was churning, several times I thought I might have thrown up. I was light-headed and really just in the worst of moods. That eternity finally ended as I turned the corner at Dromana, spied Matt Veenstra and told him that was it. Crossed the timing mat, rang the bell, then calmly unstrapped my hydration vest to get some cool air around my chest. 3:33, 12 minutes under the cutoff, but in no mood to return back.

The buses bringing 28k runners back from Cape Schanck were returning, and a few friends came over to chat. Curl then entered the halfway, still battling cramps, ate some food and headed off again. This time with the whole packet of my salt chews. I was suitably impressed. Jon Lim had left just as I entered the transition area, but would also bail on the other side of Arthurs Seat.

Jon and I with Kate Ablett after we'd DNF'ed. We are smiling!
Photo credit: Jon Lim
I went and lay down in the shade. I messaged Nicky, told her I'd DNF'ed, and then posted to social media before heading to the beach with Megan (who'd done the 28k) to wash the legs, cool down and unwind. After a couple of hours, I developed an appetite and Megan gave me a lift back to Cape Schanck where I finally devoured some food and coffee and anything else I could get my hands on.

Was great seeing all my friends finish. No FOMO, just inspired by their efforts on such a hot day. Times well down on previous years, but these are the days that bears legendary efforts. Many friends were very supportive and comforting, and I thank you all. I was very calm and quite okay with it all. Except when I saw my good friend Belle, after she had finished with Nick Cimdins. The look of disappointment on her face as she went to hug me nearly made the tears come. Clearly, I was in a bit of a fragile state, just didn't realise it.

Now, all there was left to do was to wait for Curl to finish. One by one runners came in; late 6 hours, then 7 hours, then mid 7 hours. There were still a few out there. 7:50 came and went (and friend Despi from earlier in the day cramped coming over the line), then 7:55 and finally 8:00 hours and cutoff. So that was that. Curls family had arrived and were waiting patiently. Then at around the 8:30 mark, Curl arrived. Just in front of another friend, Karin. Both would receive medals, but no officially recorded time. Curl was more than a bit emotional as her family greeted her. It had been a tough day, cramps for most of the race, coupled with the heat. But she finished what she set out to do, and couldn't be prouder of her, thankfully put my day into perspective.

After she had recovered a bit, we decided to head down to Jetty Road Brewery and celebrate with a few ales and sparkling wine. Sitting there celebrating someone else's triumph made me remember my first time I completed Two Bays, and the sense of achievement it gave me. the day was complete.

Post Race

So on Saturday, I thought I was fine to run, but the Sunday showed me otherwise. 2 days after Two Bays I was still feeling some ill effects, but eventually, I chanced a run and although it felt crappy, the next one was a vast improvement. The decision to bail when I did was the wisest one I could have made (short of not doing anything at all). With Cradle Mountain run coming up, I needed to recover, and that I have done. It is now 11 days out and I'm finally feeling confident about it again.
The only downside was later on seeing how many people didn't finish on the day. Don't know how high it was statistically with recent Two Bays events, but there were many friends on that list, and I was gutted for them. But I know they will all be back, as I shall be back.
A few DTRs photobombing the Running in the Burbs group photo. If you can't have a bit of fun before the start,
what is the point of living? And I think this might have started a bit of photobombing competition.
Photo credit?

Up Next

February 2nd -  Cradle Mountain run. My A list race for 2019. 80k on a technical trail in a remote area. Recent extreme weather, current fires there are making the cancellation of the event a possibility.
March 16th - Sharpies beer run. Because, why not...
March 23rd - Duncans 100k. Because there were cheap opening night specials...

Until next time...

Tuesday, 25 September 2018

Daydreaming

Surf Coast Century 100k

The great Emil Zapotek is quoted as saying “If you want to run, run a mile. If you want to experience a different life, run a marathon”. And quite possibly if you really want to find your inner self, run an ultra.
How I arrived at the start line of a 100k is probably a story in itself (and most likely told in increments through this blog), but here I was on a cold and cloudy morning standing on the beach at Anglesea with 250+ other solo runners and assorted relay runners. I was relatively calm and composed, I knew I'd done the training, knew I'd prepared as best as I could, and was happy to just see how the day panned out. But first, let us go back and fill in some details (like why was I really here…)

In the Spring of 2017, Rapid Ascents the event company behind Surf Coast Century (SCC) put up a post on their page asking for people to comment on whether it was okay to change the name of the page to Rapid Ascents Ultra. Previously it was just for SCC. A new event was planned in Western Australia's Margaret River region, an 80k on the coastal walks and trails. Anybody who commented (yay or nay) was then eligible to be selected for free entries to both events. Somehow my name was drawn, and I'd be kidding myself if I said I never considered doing either. The only decision for SCC was which event? I'd done the 50k here twice, but in my mind, I'd slotted in another tilt at Melbourne marathon, and usually being 5 weeks after SCC, doing the 100 might be too much. In the end, after consultation with fellow ultra runners in the VUR forum, I decided the 100 it was going to be.

All smiles before the start.
Photo credit: Jayne Carmody.
Margaret River was a blast. Tough, way more sand than I expected (RD Sam Maffet may have mentioned a bit of sand in his videos and race brief, maybe…), but as my longest run to date it was a good confidence booster for contemplating the 100. After racing Macedon 50 in May, I set my plan for September 15th, with the goal to finish, but run strong. I never contemplated a target time until a month out from the race. And as I worked 3 days a week in Melbourne, and commuting from regional Victoria, I tailored my training specifically to fit in with that. Gone were the big long runs every Sunday, now it was about running blocks of consecutive days. The idea that I would run continuously until I'd racked up 100k, then repeat but in fewer days. (eg, first 100k in 12 days, 2nd in 10, 3rd in 8 or 9 etc.). The outcome to replicate slow but increasing fatigue, with only minimal rest in between. I've never read if this is a legitimate training plan. Didn't matter, it fitted in my programme just nicely.

A few late hiccups (a bout of gastro, and a minor cold), but come race week I was all set to go. Now, those of you who diligently read my blogs will remember the great 'headlamp fiasco of MRU' where I ended up running in the dark with only my phone flash-light app to guide me. Not wanting a repeat of this, I asked a couple of good friends, Chris and Caz if they would kindly crew for me. Thankfully both said yes. Some hastily arranged accommodation with a couple of fellow Dandenong Trail Runners (Davern and Helen), and with friend Megan from Traralgon also joining us, the 6 of us were set for a big weekend.

T Minus 1

Thursday and Friday of race week were brilliant blue sky days, slightly warmer than you'd wish to run (if Victorian), but gorgeous all the same. I'd started receiving well wishes from friends on Wednesday night, and all through the next two days. The excitement was building, social media was being whipped into a frenzy, and it could have been very easy to get carried away with everything. But I remained calm, composed. I was determined to stay grounded; I hadn't run the race, all the talk would be for nothing if I failed to finish.

(Getting ready in the car, raining outside, and I'm getting a little anxious. And take note of who is the actual good cop and bad cop! Video credit: Caz Donovan)

Nicky, Jordan and I were in Melbourne for the Friday. I was dragging my gear bag and suitcase around half the day in the warm sunshine. Not ideal prep, but it was such a lovely day it was easy to think of anything other than the race. I've mentioned the weather a few times, the forecast for race day was ugly, to say the least. Rain, hail, possible thunderstorms and snow down to 500 metres do not provide visions of board shorts and zinc cream that the Surf Coast tourism operators would have you believe! Around 3:30 I arrived at Chris's work to get a lift down. Great to see Chris, one of my best friends and someone whom I could trust to crew me, especially if things started to go very bad.
Pre-race selfie with Megan. Note, I'm wearing the jacket
under the hydration vest. Photo credit: Megan Harper.

We had a pretty good trip down, arriving around 5ish. Straight to rego for me to pick up my bib, catch up with a few friends, all of us bristling with nervous energy. In fact, I'd had a 'shit got very real' moment when I looked at the bib. My name and solo 100k runner printed on it, no denying what I'd got myself in for. Had messaged Caz and she came down to rego to catch Chris and me. Grabbed some groceries and beers, then we headed off to find our accommodation.

6:30 was race briefing, attended just to make sure there were no last minute surprises. Spent most of the night sorting through gear, eating and having a few beers, and going through details of the following day. I'd prepared a race plan for Chris and Caz, as well as a placing plan to help them judge how I'm going, and a plan for getting to crew points. I'd listed the placing plan for 3 different scenarios as best, realistic and worst. Or in the Les Corson lexicon of race outcomes as; Planets Aligned, Goldilocks and Train Wreck. By 10:30 it was off to bed.

Race Day

Breakfast. The still calm phase (aka probably in denial phase)

Caz, myself and Chris just before the start. So honoured to have them
crew for me, close friends who I could trust. Photo credit: Caz Donovan.
Up early, breakfast of porridge, a slice of toast and a strong coffee. Get gear together as the house awakes, and we head to the finish area. Caz takes a video of me in the car just before I get out. Asked me if I was calm. I was, honestly. I knew I'd done the prep, knew the distance was not beyond me and was relaxed enough to know that I could pretty well handle everything that the day would throw my way.
Walk the kilometre and a bit to the start line on the beach, a nice easy way to warm up and ease the nerves (if any). By now anxious would best describe me, just wanted to get started. Met heaps of friends on the beach, lots of chat, nervous laughter, the standard for the start of an ultra. They say you shouldn't be afraid to try something that scares you. This didn't scare me, but it was way beyond where I'd expected my running to take me. For a guy reluctant to run marathons for about 20 years, I sure was diving head first into ultras!

Leg 1. Anglesea to Torquay. Road, trail shoes (or flippers)

Chatting with Connie (100k first timer, like me) and her crew,
Amanda and Belinda. Photo credit: Caz Donovan.
The wind was whipping in from the south, buffeting the start chute, making it hard to hear Sam on the PA. I did hear “1 minute to go”. Checked that the watch was on, HR monitor connected, navigation ready to go if course became hard to read, and then waited patiently for the countdown.

3, 2, 1 and go, we were off. Squeeze under the chute and run down a tunnel of spectators towards the cliffs ahead. The first 4k is a loop south along the beach, up beside the surf club following the foreshore trail to caravan park off Point Roadknight Trail, and then back along the beach. Hit our first section of rocks. We bottlenecked as the mass of runners hit the slippery rocks. Someone said they were called Soapy Rocks. If so, they don't do irony on the Surf Coast. Think of a spherical object, maybe like polished chrome, oiled and the size of half a house trying to be climbed. Keystone Cops stuff. We finally navigate this section and hit the beach to return to the start. I've been relaxed with pace here. Probably too relaxed as my crew panicked when the bulk of the field runs past, and I'm trailing towards the back. But I'd witnessed lots of runners busting themselves on that first section, puffing like steam trains. Shit, we still had 95+ k's to go…
(Race start, 7:30am under overcast skies. Video credit: Caz Donovan)


4k in, of course I'm smiling!
Photo credit: Jayne Carmody.
There was no chute to run through, just a line of spectators. Lots of people call my name, I could only recognise a few. Sorry if I didn't acknowledge, was concentrating on getting into a groove along this section.

I'd been given good advice by a few friends who've run the 100 here not to go out hard on legs 1 and 2. although they seem runnable, you can smash legs early and end your race. Not one to constantly look at my watch, I'd set the view to HR and looked at it a bit early to make sure I wasn't going beyond the high 140's. The first section of the beach was nice, set the pace to comfortable and ran along, chatting with other runners. First sections of an ultra, once underway are almost a party mode, business mode kicks in later!
All going well until we hit the first big section of rocks. Green slime covered them. Trying to place the feet for maximum grip, I started to pick my way slowly over them. Some elected to run, but I figured the risk-reward was too high.

Climb over a headland at about 8k, then final section of beach to Point Addis and our first aid station. Mark and Kathy Swinkels are here, quick shout out and down the road I go. Lots of cars, busy road and I elect to head to the right-hand side, as this is where the path at the end heads off from. Megan is there taking photos, yelling out my name, great to see her there. Down the stairs, back onto another section of beach, and more constant slow-paced running.
At about 12k the long sections of rocks appeared. Slowing us all up. Then a small rocky point, sticking out 4 metres into the water. As I approached, 3 runners in front of me ran through in ankle deep water. As I approached with a few other runners, a set of waves came in and we navigated around in thigh deep water, buffeting us as it rebounded from the wall face. This pattern repeated as we approached Torquay, and slowly time bled away as we slowed again and again.
Between here and the 17k mark it was a constant battle with the elements, mainly being the rocks and the encroaching swell. Even though we were running with low tide, the foul weather conditions, low barometric pressure made the sea higher and more active than would otherwise be. We spent more time in the water than imagined. Just as the shoes dried out a bit, they got wet again and filled with sand.

Coming through Bells Beach. weather looks okay, doesn't it?
Photo credit: Megan Harper.
Head around a corner and there we are, running across the famed Bells Beach. Sure enough, surfers out riding the swell. Megan again taking video of me running along the beach, yelling out encouragement. Stairs over a headland, back down the other side, more stairs and onto a narrow beach.
20 seconds later on the same beach, and look at
the weather that has just passed.
Photo credit: Megan Harper.
Checked my HR and average pace along here, slower than expected pace, HR still sitting around high 130's, but the average was 120 something. I might have been slower than I wanted, but I was conserving energy. Get to a rocky headland, 19k mark, and it's a scramble to find a way through, get wet again and more sand in the shoes. Most of us are laughing here, what else can happen? Finally around the worst of it and I can see Torquay at the end of the beach. Runners are heading along the path in the opposite direction, I think to myself “that will be me in a little bit”. Off the beach, up the ramp, and enter the busiest aid station of the day.

Torquay aid station, 22k. Busier than Burke Street on a Friday afternoon.

Torquay, like a bustling busy train station. Bodies everywhere, upright, sitting, lying down. Wind blowing, everyone rugged up against the cold, the sky matching the sea for a shade of steel grey. Chris waiting at the top of the ramp, guided me to where Caz was. Empty my vest, sit down and change socks, eat some potatoes and fruitcake. Shoes on, vest on, stowing the rain jacket in the back, and off I go again. Megan and Helen are there giving me encouragement.
(First aid station with the crew. And Exhibit A in the case; Corson vs Donovan in the 'She tried to make me swear' case of SCC2018! Video credit: Caz Donovan)

Leg 2, Torquay to Anglesea. 4 seasons in one day.

Westerly wind in our faces as we run down the path, cross a boardwalk section, then into a nice bush trail. The sky to the west looking ominous as we climb the foreshore trail. Relay runners zip pass, call out my name (race bib on the back, I'm not that popular..). My mind focuses on the task, assessing the body and legs as I push onwards. Climbing gentle climbs, my legs still going strong. Cross a road at Jan Juc, friend Louisa is a marshal, quick hug, stop and walk around the corner and down a gel. Cloud now looking very threatening. Decide it's time to put the rain jacket back on, just as the first raindrops hit. Then it pisses down, 3 minutes tops, but enough to soak the shorts and shoes.  So much for the dry socks…

Running along here, numbers have thinned out. Occasionally a runner will join you, run behind but not say anything. Just lost in our own thoughts, getting it done. Some will be chatty, spilling life's little details, or big details at times.
26k, running through the carpark at Bells Beach, then into the bush again. Get warm, jacket off (this was going to be the theme for the next 4 hours, at least). 4 k's of a mainly single trail, bush setting. Very serene, the sun is shining and I wind my way towards the aid station at Ironbark Basin Picnic Area. Even though I knew it was about 32 k in, it still came up quite quickly. On the way in, passed a friend Karen with her son Tim, walking in. He didn't look great at that point. Quick stop, grab a banana and oat slice. Walk out eating the slice on the Point Addis Road as the sky darkens, once again.

Lost count of how many times I packed and unpacked
my rain jacket. Photo credit: Megan Harper
Next section follows Anglesea Road, the first bit of muddy trail. Now entering the area known as Eumeralla. It twists and turns in here. In fact, the course state “Due to the complexity of the course in this area all runners are encouraged to remain ESPECIALLY ALERT FOR COURSE MARKINGS to ensure you do not lose the trail and go the wrong way.” Yep. I felt like I'd been blindfolded, turned around 3 times and asked to pin the tail on the donkey!

Bumped into fellow VUR, Thomas. Poles out, pushing along, I stopped for a chat. He was already slowing down and looking to hold it together.
39k in, having ground my way up a long slow climb came across friend Wendy stretching out a hammie. The view here also showed a large black cloud billowing on the horizon, put rain jacket back on again. 5 minutes later the rain pissed down, accompanied by hail. Small, but still stung, and very cold. And 4 of us running close together were drenched. Probably the one memorable low point of the day for me. If that was going to keep up, I rated my chances of finishing very low.

42k, turn left back into the Great Otway National Park, and a lovely section of ferns, sword grass, eucalyptus trees and full of birds, all chattering away after the rain. Indeed, the sun re-appears (farkin Victorian Spring) and the temperature rises just enough to tick into the comfort zone. Pass about 10 runners through here, mostly 100k solo runners or 50k teams runners. Has a 4 person relay runner sit on my shoulder as we traversed a winding section. Eventually, I felt she was inadvertently pushing me too fast, so I casually stepped off the trail and let her pass. “Shit, how do I know which way to go”, she joked as she kept on running. A long switchback where you glimpsed runners through the trees, heading in the opposite direction, then the long slow downhill back to Anglesea. Followed a runner with a very familiar purple rain jacket, and harlequin coloured headwear. Thought it was Kerry, and sure enough as I came up close behind her she turned around to say hello. A brief chat and I pushed on. Not sure if it was the proximity of Anglesea, or I'd just hit a good patch, but apart from the occasional walk section, I was running well, hitting a pace that was comfortable and maintainable.

Crossed onto a road, friend Belinda was there cheering us all on and spied a runner up ahead. Made a mental note to see if I could catch him as it appeared that I was faster climbing. Finally caught him 3k out from Anglesea. Steve, a friend from VUR was trying to overcome a fast start and get himself into the 49k aid station. We chatted as we descended the long rocky trail of the Surf Coast Walk. It was down here that I first started to get pain in my hip. It wasn't bothering me much, but my worst fears were that it would get bad enough to have it affect my run.

Anglesea aid station 49k, effectively half way

Finally, after 5:55 of running, Steve and I made it back to Anglesea and food, crew, and a short break. Chris called out to me, told me where I needed to go. There were heaps of people in the compound, but my focus was solely on Caz and Chris, my super crew. Once again, Caz raises the issue of swearing (think the woman is fixated, just a bit). A quick bite to eat, restock the vest, and put the rain jacket back on, as more dark clouds are encompassing the horizon.
(Back to where I started from and exhibit B in the case; Corson vs Donovan in the 'She tried to make me swear' case of SCC2018! Also included is the sadistic torture by said crew member... Video credit: Caz Donovan)

Leg 3, Anglesea to Moggs Creek. The clay, 3 on a scale where Tarawera was 10 (11 according to Caz)

This section was a known quantity. But first I had to cross The Great Ocean Road. Usually, we crawl under the bridge, but with the inlet closed over, the water level was too high. So, a marshal was placed on the road. 1:30, crossing there and traffic spaced nicely so you can't cross safely. A relay runner joins me. Suddenly a gap appears, “NOW!” I yell and we both spring across the road, laughing like idiots.

Having food and drink in the belly, and seeing Caz and Chris again, I felt good. Hip was feeling fine, and I was happy to find myself running the slight climb up the power line easement at the back of the built-up area. The first section out from here is predominately road, dirt road. Or clay, to be exact. Thick, sticky, slippery clay. The more you ran, the more that stuck to your shoes. Adding weight, and height, and losing grip on the soles, it became difficult to stay upright. It could stick to Teflon…

The forecast was grim!
Screenshot credit: Chrissy Good
By now I've considered my finish time to be around 13 hours. Privy to a conversation where a runner said to his mates he was chasing 12 hours. Didn't have the heart to tell him. The road, the sticky muddy clay road, finally ended after 9 ks. Turn right onto a single trail, glad to be off the clay. Well, sort of. The first kilometre is still clay where it has de-laminated off the runners' shoes ahead of me. But I'm in a good place head. Body holding up, head still very positive.

The track winds gently down. Epacris, red through to pink, lilac bells, birdsong once again drifts through trees as the sun started to appear again. Stopped to take the jacket off, have a piece of Clif bar and continue down the path. I let my mind wander here. All morning and up to this point, I'd been monitoring myself, pace, heart rate, energy, leg fatigue, estimated time to next checkpoint. Finally decided I needed to take a break. I just concentrated on the moment, the now, just me, the trail, my footsteps. I started to think about family, close friends, those dearest to me. How lucky I was to be able to do this, many not even able to contemplate exercise, let alone do it. There is a condition/feeling known as The Flow, where it all clicks, synchronicity with one's self. I've often wondered if I feel or experience it. And I have occasional episodes of temporal dislocation where I can run sections of a known path and not recall having done it. Even though I'd now be standing at the end of that path looking back at where I'd come from. And here, now, 60 odd k's into my 100 I should experience one. Only a few k's, but as my mind drifted, my thoughts jumbled into one; gratitude, with love. I came to, a small tear in the eye, then the moment was gone. I stopped again, having looked at my watch and realised the battery needed recharging. I'd picked up a battery pack and charging cable at Anglesea, hooked it up, battery pack into the vest, then continued along.
(With a crew that can get a priority park like this? Well, why choose anyone else. I love this video though, great to see them both having a laugh. Language warning though, Caz doing the bulk of the on-camera stuff. Video credit: Caz Donovan)

Hip started to play up again, but now the pain is emerging high up in the groin area. Felt around there and down onto my leg, the large adductor was tight. Massage, light stretch helped, but it was still there, persistent. Caught up with 2 guys, 100k solo runners, both having a bitch about the weather, the trail, life in general I think. Was with them for a few k's before we started the climb on Currawong Falls Track. My climbing stronger, I'm able to run more and get ahead, happy with my own company again. No songs stuck in the head here, just the constant thoughts of pushing on, coping with the external stimuli, and processing the emotions still happening in my head.

If any picture of the day sums up how much love I have for these 2.
Care, attention, always there for me. I don't look too crash hot here,
the reality is I'm probably just staying composed.
Photo credit: Jayne Carmody.
Switch back, and the start of our biggest climb today really begins. The warmest part of the day (jacket off here), drinking lots, eating bits of Clif bars and having the occasional VFuel gel. Still picking up a few runners. Being passed, almost entirely by relay runners, only a few 100k runners around me at this point. I'm prepared for this climb, attack it in little sections. 66k in, top out at the peak of the climb, 8 hours 20. Clouds building in the west again, this time looking really ominous. A brief shower of rain (jacket back on, again), cross Loves Track and then the 3k descent into next checkpoint at Distillery Creek. Hip issues prevent me striding out on the way down. Meet another runner with glute tightness. He runs, stops to stretch, I pass, run about 500 metres, stop to stretch, he passes me back again. We play this tag game most of the way to Distillery, laughing at the absurdity of the 2 of us.
On the way in, run out of both water and electrolyte. Hadn't filled the water at Anglesea. Not far, but realise I need to stop and fill up at Distillery. Did so in record time, grabbed a piece of oat slice (bloody sold on it) and headed off again. Sign for a photographer ahead. I had a bag of Clif bar pieces in my hand. Decide not to stow it away as I needed to eat a few pieces, so walk a bit, eating then run on. And on and on. Where the hell was this photographer? Kept running, and was just about to stop when he appeared, just around a corner. No smile, just head down, gritted teeth as I ran past.
Drop down to the dam, then another climb back out. Bump into Wendy again, she must have passed me at some point and I didn't see her. We walk together on the climb out. A long low rumble of thunder echoes through the valleys. Oh shit, that's just what we need. I try to kid myself it's waves crashing against the shore under cliffs. But I know, the cloud out west is black and thick, and very high. A brief shower of rain (jacket still on from last one…), then sunlight again. The storm seems to be away from us.
(Coming into Mogg. Apparently, I have a fan club? And by now have figured out the rain jacket fits OVER the vest. Much easier taking it on and off. Video credit: Caz Donovan)

By now, all I want to do is get to Moggs and see Chris and Caz. Just to see a familiar face, have a chat and a laugh. Smaller descent here than Distillery. Once again the hip and groin playing up. Still running, but ungainly in places, my left leg not as coordinated as it should be. Cross a small bridge, I know I'm close, traffic on the left and I can hear voices. Caz is waiting for me, enquiring over my welfare. I'm touched. She and Chris are out in this weather attending to me, waiting patiently at all the checkpoints. She films me running in as I hit the aid station, Chris on the left with all my gear.

Moggs Creek. 77K, an oasis in the late afternoon (10 hours)

Chicken noodle soup never tasted do good! Warm, not hot, it went down well. An antidote to the sweet food I'd consumed all day. Caz has a go at me that I'm not drinking enough, looking at my two thirds full flask. I explain that I refilled at Distillery. Re-stock again for the last time today, chat with a few friends (massive hug from Ali), and I'm away again.

(Three-quarters of the way in, and the needling and emotional torture continue. Video credit: Caz Donovan)

Leg 4, Moggs Creek to Anglesea. The 'Successful' head torch story.

So great seeing my crew, but I was a bit melancholy on the way out. It was all too brief. But I needed to get on. The first section from here climbs. Previously doing the 50 I've struggled up the climbs beyond Moggs. Today though, I just got myself into a groove and ran large sections of the climb, walk a bit to recover, run again. Bumped into Karen, running her first 50. Knees playing up, she is reduced to a walk. I'm impressed, I would have thrown in the towel at this point. The light is fading, I know I won't make Aireys Inlet before dark, so I try and cover as much ground as I can whilst the light is still good. Get to the top, viewing platform over the coast, soft golden afternoon light, fluffy clouds fanned by a stiff breeze. Temperature is dropping again, more clouds building in the west and I wonder if the worst of the weather is still yet to come. Running down the trail to the residential area of Moggs Creek, the legs are a bit stiff and ungainly on the steps. Hoping not to go arse up down here, make it to the bottom in one piece and live to fight on. Right at the bottom, watch beeps kilometre 80. From here on, my longest ever run, training or racing having just eclipsed Margaret River Ultra.

A few streets, trail, bridge, street then start the climb on Old Coach Road. This is a gentle climb, but long and grinding. A last burst of light as the sun came out from behind a cloud before it sunk below the distant murky horizon. Passed a few more 50k runners along Old Coach, all in good spirits, all wishing me well as I passed. Turn off the road hard right, through a gate and up a gravel road/trail. Walk this, too steep to climb, and knowing I have still at least 18k to go, save the legs for the section beyond Aireys. Top of the hill, 2 runners have stopped to put on jackets and head torches. I think it's too soon for a head torch, I can see the trail very well. Pass a 50k runner, tell him he's doing well (despite his obviously stiff slow shuffle). I get zip in return. Turn around to look into his face, eyes set rigid straight ahead. He is at the end of his tether, yet somehow still going. “Keep it up champ” I tell him. I hope it registered for him.
(Meanwhile, whilst myself and the rest slug it out, my crew are patting themselves on their back. Exhibit C in the "she wants me to swear because she does" case of 2018. PS, they are like a comedy duo  Video credit: Caz Donovan)

A final muddy road to run down. I suddenly realise maybe I should have put my head torch on before as the light faded rapidly and I nearly tumble, tripping on a rock hidden in the mud. Light on, fire it up as I climbed up to the mobile and microwave towers overlooking Aireys Inlet. As I breast the hill, I can see the lighthouse, mood lifts somewhat, going to see my crew again. Never told them how happy that made me feel at the time. Wasn't in a bad space, just needed to see them again, no reason.

Hit the road down to Narani Way. Bitumen, but it is covered in mud from prior runners. Slippery and my trail shoes feel decidedly unsafe. Narani Way, then hard left to get down to the trail that takes us under the bridge on The Great Ocean Road. And despite my previous thoughts about how I'd go here, I'm running more than I thought, more than walking. Get to the bridge, then contemplate having to crawl under it. Basically, you have to boulder it, as in crawling on all fours moving sideways. 86k into an ultra it looks and feels like a drunk, having lost the front door key, trying to navigate the tricky climb through a living room window. Make to the other side, only losing purchase once and thinking I may end up in the inlet. Run across the bridge down the path towards the bright light of the aid station.
(Chris:" He took us by surprise". Code for "We were piss-farting around somewhere". And Caz, it's Aireys, Aireys Inlet, you know where you were supposed to meet me? Video credit: Caz Donovan)

Vollies point me to the food on the table, gets me a coke and an oat slice. Crew not there. I look around, swear to God they told me at Moggs they'd be there. Chris suddenly appears out of the dark, appears I'd surprised them with my early arrival. Ask me the usual, how am I, any issues, do I have enough food etc. I'm fine apart from the obvious fatigue and leg soreness. Another relay runner appears at Aireys, Andrew from PTR. He heads out, with me just behind.

It's full on dark now, no faint twilight on the horizon, my torch illuminates a narrow elliptical presence in front of me, my universe for the next 14k (or just under 3 parkruns in the not so standard international ultra measure). Climb to the lighthouse, trail my hands along the surface as I run around the outside, down another nameless street then we turn off onto the foreshore walk that is our path to home for the next 5k (1 parkrun). The path, up and down here, is very runnable for most, and I attempt to run as much as I can. I do admit to myself that I'm struggling a bit here, so resort to walking for 50 steps, running for 100. Repeat continuously. At one point, the coke, oat slice and general good feeling I got from Aireys kicks in, and I ran continuously for well over 5 minutes. Catch a few more 50k runners along here, give them as much encouragement as I could muster and run on. The main aim here is to avoid the trip hazards on the trail, keep my little beam of light fixated on a spot 2 to 3 metres in front of me, concentrate like all buggery. A fall here would be catastrophic.

A small section of beach, which means a fecking horrible section of stairs to climb back up to the trail. Watch ticks 90k, I barely register. I just want to get to Urquharts Beach, the final long stretch, then home. The last section is windy, drops down then up again through melaleuca and sword grass. Plenty of trip hazards here, I manage to dodge them all. Car traffic noise gets closer as the trail approaches The Great Ocean Road again. A series of stones placed in the path, presumably to allow walking through here in wet conditions. I stumble on one, misjudging height, length, whatever. I curse it, not now, don't fall here. This marks the descent to Urquharts Beach, 92 k, 8 from home, but this last beach section the final test of resolve before finishing.

Urquharts is approximately 3 and half k's of sand (Cue MRU flashbacks), but it is now low tide and there is a very wide portion of flat, relatively level, hard sand to run on. It is the closest to a road we will get on a beach. I've run this section twice before, once in the dark. My preference is the dark. A. it's usually low tide, B. you can't see the end (which does my head in, no end). Once on the beach, a quick sip of electrolyte (first and last time this leg), then start getting it done. I look down at my feet, admiring the gentle rhythm of my feet as they flit in and out of the circle of light. Slapping sound as they hit the wet, hard sand, left, right, left, right. Slightly hypnotic, I travel a fair way up the beach before I lift my head up and make sure I'm not navigating a path direct to sea or dunes, and admire the sporadic dots of head torches in front of me. A runner passes me, relay on the last leg. I pass a runner, then approach another. The beam weaves in front, either looking side to side, or in trouble, or drunk. I opt for options 1 and 2. catch up and find out it's a friend Deb, doing the 50 on minimal training (minimal being code for bugger all). I stop to chat, she urges me to keep running, but I'm grateful for a distraction here.

Most times along here it was serene, taking in the sound of the surf, the lights in front and behind me, and far off to the right, lightening behind a cloud; the storm that never was on leg 3.

Final kilometre on the beach seem to take forever, then suddenly the stairs appear that mark the turn back to the road and final 5k to home. Climb the stairs and see a person approaching with a head torch. Turns out to be a mate, Matt Veenstra from BBR. Couldn't be happier to see him, someone who has helped me no end to realise what I was about to achieve. Big hug, get off the stairs and onto Melba Parade. We run whilst Matt does a live stream to BBR, and chat about my day. With about 3k to go, Matt runs off towards the finish, leaving me to do it on my own.

Time to collect the thoughts, process what I was about to achieve (barring accidents), and climb the final section passed the surf lifesaving club.
On the section down, stumble and trip on a section graded to funnel water off the path. And seriously nearly go down in a shitheap on the path. Only just managed to stay upright, but the jarring through my legs threatens all manner of cramps, aches and everything else. Final little section of beach at the inlet at Anglesea, the bright light of the finish line is still over a kilometre away as my watch beeped the 99k mark.
(Finish line video, says it all. Thanks to Michael Cardiff for presenting me with my Stein and medal. Video credit: Caz Donovan)

Grit the teeth, keep running on the boardwalk. I can hear the PA at the finish. People walking on the path yell encouragement, my pace picks up and I turn the last corner to home. Traffic cones provide a path to the finish chute, my name called out as I cross the first timing pad 50 metres out. Crew and friends there yell out my name and I cross the line feeling like a bloody rock star. Stop the watch (probably the most single-minded thought I had at this point!), then hug Caz and Chris. Video of the finish shows controlled emotion, but inside I was a jumble of emotions; relief, elation, gratitude, surprise and most of all, pure joy and happiness.
Melbourne hipster, bubbly in a wee bottle at the finish. Just
needed a deconstructed smashed avo to compliment it.
Thanks to Caz Derby (a different Caz, but still a sweary one)
for the bubbly. Photo credit: Chris Langmead

13:25, but more importantly a strong run all day, despite the conditions, despite the trail conditions. A friend and fellow ultrarunner Michael Cardiff drapes a medal around my neck, huge hug from him and then I receive my beer stein for a sub 16-hour result. Friends come to congratulate me, hugs aplenty, photo in front of the SCC banner, and then share a small bottle of bubbly with Caz Derby who'd run her own 50, then come back down to the finish to celebrate with me.

Huddled around a gas heater, jumper on, drinking my bubbly, not letting go of that stein, I chatted with others who'd run on the day. Relay or solo, it didn't matter. All of us set out to achieve a goal, and most of us achieved that goal. Time to celebrate the win. Finally, time to go home, one final video from Caz of me squeezing into her car, grimacing and swearing! Crew, ey?
Back at the accommodation, Davern, and Helen give me a rousing reception, feed me give me alcohol and we all celebrate a great day had by all.
I'm wired, no sleep till 1:00am.

(The final inglorious evidence of my day. After 100k, they finally got to me! Exhibit D in the "They made me do it" case of SCC2018)

That was the emotion, now the stats

I achieved the result I set out to do. Run a 100k race well, and finish strongly. I had a race plan, it was simple (and therefore easy to remember and prosecute) and I had the best support on the day. I'll keep this next bit brief.

My Planets Aligned/Goldilocks/Trainwreck estimated times were 12:10, 13:21 and 15:05. I never try to measure myself against others, my race is purely one against myself. But my progression through my age group and general categories told the story of my race. In my age group; 28th at Torquay, 9th at Anglesea, 8th at Moggs, 11th overall. Race plan was to start conservatively, and that I did. Witnessing many runners on leg 2 struggling after going out too hard early. I moved my gender position from 199 to 107. 155th overall.
Race results.

Holding beer stein, nose all red
from exposure, or the sun (when it
appeared), makes me look like a
drinker with a running problem.
Photo credit: Caz Donavon.
Probably a bit more flukey was my split times. Listed below are the separate legs with timing info, and the difference between my estimation and actual (red means under time).
Pt Addis - 00:07:53
Torquay - 00:00:15
Ironbark Basin Picnic Area - 00:05:28
Anglesea - 00:02:49
Distillery Ck - 00:02:56
Moggs Ck - 00:10:19
Aireys inlet - 00:00:23
Finish - 00:07:49

Hydration and nutrition wise, no issues. Probably guilty of under-eating, but that is a preference to overdoing it and getting GI issues. For the record;
6 VFuel gels,
2 and a half Clif Bars,
2.5 litres of VFuel drink,
1-litre water,
2 bananas,
2 small salted potatoes,
750ml Coke,
Half a cup of cold risotto,
4 oat slices,
1 fruitcake slice, and
1 cup of Chicken Noodle soup.

It was Solo, but really a team effort

It would be horrendously wrong of me to acknowledge so many people, and groups who have helped me get here. In no particular order;
  • Running groups. Victorian Ultra Runners (VUR), Dandenong Trail Runners (DTR), Lysterfield Trail Runners (LTR), and mostly importantly Baw Baw Runners (BBR).
    I may not have run with LTR at all this year, but continuing support leading up and on the day greatly appreciated. DTR always welcoming on my brief returns, and a number of DTR's ran and/or supported on the day. VUR has been a great support, full of advice and helped many of us who debuted our 100 on the day. And lastly, my local group BBR who have been a constant source of support and friendship.
  • Nicky, my wife, for putting up with my faint obsession with running. Thanks honey xx
  • Some close friends;
    Chrissy, Michelle Acorn, Belle, Carolyn Gilchrist, Cheryl and Andre (and I'm sure I've missed a few) for the constant support and positive vibes. 
  • Matt Veenstra for the training runs, the information and advice (most of it invaluable on the day), and as much for surprising the shit out of me on the stairs leading from Urquharts!
  • To anyone on the day who was there, called out my name, just told me I was going well; thank you. It's the people, not the event that make it so enjoyable.
  • And finally, my awesome crew Caz an Chris. You made me feel so welcome, made me feel I was in great hands, made me laugh, swear, and generally helped turn the day into the success it was. I gave you both shit at times, you gave it back, but never ever did I feel you weren't there for me 100%. I owe you both spectacularly. As I watched some of the videos I have posted here to sort them out, I was overcome with emotion (and laughed at the fucking beer and pizza) 😁 You are 2 of a kind.
And now, a bit of rest. I will still run a bit (I love it so much), but the body needs rest. A rough plan is being sketched out for next year, but I'm taking my time to formulate it.
Caz Derby and me with 'bubbles', and medals
Photo credit: Caz Donovan

Until next time...

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